Thanksgiving

So this Thanksgiving I have a lot to be thankful for. I am thankful for God. I couldn’t imagine what it would be like to go through this without him. I am thankful for his strength and his comfort.  I am thankful my baby knows if anything happens to end our life here, the moment we close our eyes when our body dies, we open them to see Jesus. There is no fear in death, but comfort knowing we will see each other again but this time we will be perfect. I am thankful for finding the holes in Haley’s heart and the PH, and finding the cancer in my aunt. If it’s going to be there, Thank you Lord that we found it! I am thankful for my Nick, my Haley and my Ashley, who, with all their faults, continue to melt my heart daily. I am thankful for our faults, imperfections, struggles, and differences because they encourage me to practice unconditional love every day, usually multiple times a day. I am thankful for getting married young and having kids soon after. There have defiantly been times we have looked back and said what were we thinking, we knew nothing. But I wouldn’t change it for the world. My life has always been and continues to be an amazing ride, all the happy times along with the heart breaking ones, the boring normal days and the plain bad attitude days, I am thankful for Gods fingerprints all over it. I could continue on for pages, being thankful for all the things I don’t usually think about walking, hearing, seeing, deep breaths, pain free days, etc...  My hope is for everyone, no matter what is going on in life, to find the thankfulness in it. And try to do it every day, it makes life a bit easier when you can see light through the darkness.